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You're not alone

Fri Aug 15, 2008, 1:40 PM

So my night last night was incredibly... Horrifying. If I could have remembered it...

Actually! It hasn't even just been my night. My whole week, this was the most stressful week of my entire life.

But back to last night.

Two of my guy friend and I were drinking.
I blacked out and woke up in the ER.

I think, what the fuck.

John, who was my ex at the time was there with my parents, I was so happy to see him. We're back together now.

But from what I was told, we were drinking ( and I had other intoxicants in my system... ) and my dad told the guys to leave.

Apparently I got so mad that I started screaming and left the house.
And after awhile my dad went to find me and I was passed out in the middle of the street.
I was screaming at him and yelling and I refused to get into the car. Everyone nearby heard it and a lady called the police because she though I was being abducted.
John was close to the area and heard me yelling. He came over and I ran up to him crying, and John and my dad got me into the car.

So then, the police came to our house! I was still mad, incredibly mad and ended up being taken to the floor by one of the cops. I scratched and bit her called her a dyke and a rapist and tonsssss of other things.

They cuffed me and called the ambulence. I was taken by them to a hospital a few towns over.

I have bruises ALL over me, mostly my wrists where the cuffs were. I'm so sore, but they had decided not to press charges on me despite my drinking and having marijuana in my system.

Although; this is what I was told. I couldn't know for sure because I was so fucked up I didn't know which way was which.

I have no idea why I freaked out so badly... But the past week, like I said was insane. With me and John's breakup, Another guy playing me, and just.. Augh. I have to attend therapy sessions so that they won't press charges.

I am so stressed, and I don't know what to do.. But now things are getting a little better. Jesus, how'd I end up this way..?

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

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:iconicyemochick69:
OMFG RACH! OMG! *hugs* I'm so terribly sorry. At least John and you are back together. =/ I'm so sorry that happened. If you need anyone to talk to you know I'm here. I love you Rach
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Rach, I don't know where to begin.....
:hug: I'll put it simply, my prayers and thoughts are with you. Be careful, please.

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Nankurunaisa
Everything will be alright. :heart:

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