ScreamSo I go down to the license bureau to get my driver's license. I've had my permit for more than enough time. I got my driving hours in. I'm so excited to be a licensed driver and. They're closed. FTW I was so pissed, the way I drove home wouldn't have gotten me to pass my test. xD
BUT in other news... fuck, i'm going to dwell on this till next Monday when I CAN go get the fucking thing.
...
Anyway, Life is okay here, me and my boyfriend of like 8 months broke up, it was hard at first, now I'm dating Alex. I don't know how long that one will last because I think he just wants to lose his virginity. XD John has been trying to get back with me but I really don't care about him anymore. Like, he's nice to me... A lot. What can I do? I know I'm hurting him by staying his friend. But I've become attached to him like a friend and it'd be weird not to have him give me a hug when I cry, or advise me in some way.
3: sigh.
ANYWAIZ
quiz.
thing.
001. Real name → Rachael
002. Nickname → Dirty Girl, Rash, Rage.
003. Status → Taken
004. Zodiac sign → Aquarius
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → My dear.
007. Middle School → Two extra years of it.
008. High School → Lovin' it.
009. Smart → You could say so.
010. Hair color → Brown.
011. Long or short → Long
012. Loud or Quiet → Depends.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera → Phone... Cell phone. (:
015. Health freak – A little bit, except when it comes to alcohol and etc. );
016. Drink or Smoke? – Or both?
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Keith is hottt. I've got that on lock when I want it. (;
018. Eat or Drink → Southern Comfort plz? no.
019. Piercings → Ears, Lip.
020. Tattoos → Eighteenth B-day. (;
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ears.
024. First best friend → Amanda.
025. First award → School shit.
026. First crush → Dan.
027. First pet → David the cat.
028. First big vacation → Colorado
030. First big birthday → None really mentionable.
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating – Nothing
050. Drinking → Same as aforementioned.
052. I'm about to → Kick some ass. (License Bureau)
053. Listening to → Tokio Hotel. They're amazing.
054. Plans for today → Fine something to do, and maybe finally hang out with my boyfriend whom I haven't seen since we started dating like a week ago. XD
55. Waiting for → People to get off school so I can disappoint them about not getting to go out driving tonight because everyone wanted to hang out. ;3;
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Not really.
059. Want to get married? – Maybe.
060. Careers in mind – Design related or medical field.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Both have to be alright.
070. Shorter or taller? – Taller preferred, but i've dated short people.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both. Fersure.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Wishing I had them, so I can't judge.
074. Sensitive or loud → A mix of both.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Both. XD
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → In the middle.
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Don't have them.
081. Ran away from home → When I was like.. Six.
084. Broken someones heart → ):
085. Been arrested → Almost. xD
087. Cried when someone died → Yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself → Occasionally.
090. Miracles → Sometimes.Not really? It could be possible when you see me. (;
092. Heaven → It'd be nice but I don't believe.
093. Santa clause → Nah.
094. Sex on the first date → ... o3o;;;;;;;;
095. Kiss on the first date → lol yeah.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Kind of. He's a friend and a player, I kind of wish he was more. But then again, don't. xD
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Sort of.
099. Do you believe in God → No.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → No. xD BUT I tag Carlene.
Last night I fell in love without you
I waved goodbye to that heart of mine beating solo on your lawn
Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
We used to call it "love".
Last night I fell in love without you
The coup de grace that set me off would have made for decent fiction
Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
We used to call it
Last night I fell in love without you
The stars at night aren't as big & bright as you make them out to be
And every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
In memory of when we used to call it "love"
( p.s. I needed to get that last journal off of my last page because it proves i'm a whore. o3o )
Daily Needs
Devious Comments
Isn't funny that a year later you want to kill John and never want to see his face again? I think it is hilarious. XD Anyway, glad your over that horrible period of time in your life. And fuck all the people that try to tell you to do otherwise! XD I love you.......! XD
Oh, by the way it is fun going through you journals from a year ago...
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"I mean you couldve been born a 1 cell organism on the planet Zortex. Given odds its probably more likely, but you weren't. You get to eat food, listen to music and download porn off the internet. So really, you have everything to live for."
-Chairle B.
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